I love him and it scares me.
And I can’t help but wonder is this fear here becasue of my past choices and the mistakes I made?
Is it here to protect me from making the same mistake?
I am already in so deep. Lost in the love of a lifetime, if it is truly meant to be.
I don’t know how to let go of the fear and simply trust. I don’t know how to have confidence in this love.
I know to have love, I have to take a chance. Yet the fear plaques me.
How do I let my heart be free to love this man of my dreams?
written on 7-16-12 by the river