I don’t feel so lost anymore. I feel complete. Even with my husband being gone-I still feel complete. Now, don’t get me wrong, I miss him fiercely. I want him him, but I have found the TRUE source of fulfillment—in Christ. And not the world’s Christ-BUT- the REAL Christ. Freedom in Christ. Being me in Him. God gave me talents and abilities for a reason and I am to use them to bring Him glory. Not to be selfish or lazy with them.
I have also allowed Him to fill those vacant places within. I have realized that it is not my husband’s role-it belongs soely to Christ.
I must fully trust in Him.
I’m learning and growing and know a new turn, a new path is on the way.
Each day is a new step to Christ. To trust, to believe, to love, to see.
So, I pour my heart out on this page–knowing God gave me this gift and He will use it for His glory and in it I will receive the undeserved blessing of doing something I love.
I finally feel complete. Not confused. Just complete.